Ok so I'm going to make this first one short because it's late here in AZ, 2:50am to be exact, so I'd like to start out by saying I have no idea what the hell i'm doing normally I don't do things like this. I have a great deal of distaste for the internet not because of what it is but because of what it's used for. I dont like that most people use the internet to make ridiculous comment and waste other peoples time, twitter is a prime example of this if it can be said in less than three sentences it's probably not worth saying. I dont know maybe I'm just don't understand, it's just that for me the internet is a tool of knowledge not a thing you use to describe you most recent bowel movement. I put a great deal of stock in knowledge and am a whole hearted believer in the saying "knowledge is power". Just to make one thing clear though I'm not a great typist or even particulaly good with punctuation and i've gotten worse since graduating high school so bare with me and i promise i will make my points and statements as clear and concise as possible. Now that I've jumped around aand probably confused you I'd like to tell you a little bit about myself.
My name is Roy, I am 25 years old and I live in Peoria, AZ with my sister, her husband, and their 2 children, sad i know but what can you do, trust me if i had any other choice besides living on the streets i would do that. But anyways I'm originally from a small town in Ohio called Sandusky if you dont know where that is it's cool mst people don't but most people recognize this it's where the world famous theme park Cedar Point is. I grew up riding roller coasters I was on what was at the time either the 2nd or 3rd tallest roller coaster in the world by the time i was 7. When i was ten my family move here and took me with them. The reason we moved out here was because of my father was in a terrible accident when i was very young (around 5) in which he lost both of his legs and was confined to a wheelchair. The cold wheather bothered him so he decided to move to a warmer climate and we moved here, much to my displeasure, i wanted to move to Hawaii. Looking back on it now I'm glad about being where I am. Shortly after we moved out here I realized i was (at the age of 10) an Atheist, well that is to say I figured out there wasn't a god, I didn't find out what an atheist was until about a year and a half later. It was a weird experience as my family was and is religious, I thought I was the only one in the world who knew there was no god. This may shock some of you but to me it was just the only logical conclussion. This will undoubtalbly come up many times in my blog so dont be surpised if rip one particular religion up one side and down the other, I studied religion alot in high school most the histories of it not the actual religion itself so i know a fair deal on the subject. Anyways at the ages of 13 I discovered the joys of drug use I used and use drugs frequently in my life some i'm not proud of others well what can i say i like to get high. I never really messed with any of the hards stuff crack heroin and whatnot mostly just pot and the occasional hallucinogen dusted with a little coke here and there. These things are part of my experience in this world and looking back i regret some but I also had a great deal of fun too, so if you feel the need to judge go for it you aren't the first and won't be the last. I made my mistakes and I'm paying for them in some cases dearly. But I still have my mind and I am going to try to use it in a meaningful way on this blog. I started this blog to relate some of myself to those of you out there and to be heard I dont know if anyone will care what I have to say but I read online that you can get paid for blogging and I cant imagine who would pay me for something like this but I figure anything can happen and I don't see how things could possibly get any worse but like i said mostly I just want someone anyone really to listen. Well thats it for now as it is now 3:35am I hope to this hasnt been to dull. I wont write every day but I hope someone out there is listening if even for a minute.
Thanks- Roy
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